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June 4th, 2005 at 12:53am]
I think 3 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

No motions at all [Saturday
May 28th, 2005 at 12:10pm]
Why do people make me feel so ugly?

My best friend is gone.
I miss her.
Ah what the hell I leave to 11th.

I never write in here how I really feel.
As if I'm writing my own life story for someone else.
I just don't want people to think there's something wrong with me I guess.
I think 6 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

May 23rd, 2005 at 10:40pm]
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I think 1 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

All hail the heart breaker [Monday
May 23rd, 2005 at 3:01pm]
Nichole wrote me a 3 page letter on how I've been the best friend she's ever had.
How sweet.
I had my English final today.
My mom knows me all too well.
Mom-"What was your promt?"
Me-"If you could be one person for a day who would you be."
Mom-"You wrote about conor didn't you?"
Me-"*looks around* NO, god......okay maybe."

What can I say?
well kiddies, I have a buttload of pictures so lets cut to the chase.
Bend over to the front, touch your toes, bob the ass up and down and get low get low.Collapse )
I think 13 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

Your's is the first face that I saw [Saturday
May 21st, 2005 at 1:03am]
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I think 6 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

Got to get out you can't stand to see me shaking [Thursday
May 19th, 2005 at 11:13pm]
Fuck everyone who dosn't love the song Konstantine.
Got my year book today.
Sofia picked me up from school today.
Chris, Sofia & I picked up Nick L. & then paid Ashley E. a wee visit.
Played hide and go seek in K mart for a wee while.
Did the micky fins thing.
Sofia & I were both in sad moods.
Don't ask me why I was in a sad mood because I really dont know my self.
But anyways she took me to the most amazing place ever.
I'm not going to tell you where it is because I want it to be our spot forever.
You know what? I'm really going to fucking miss her.
I love Sofia.

To Sofia: Just hang like a fucking star. You don't need anything like that.

Sorry kids I'm way too fucking lazy to post pictures. I will sometime though.
I think 3 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

If you hate the taste of Wine why do you drink it til you're blind? [Tuesday
May 17th, 2005 at 10:48pm]
Mayda-"Kayleigh have you ever had braces?"
Me-"Nope, Why?"
Myada-"Because your teeth are fucking perfect. You're a nigger. Just a big nigger."

Yep, being called a nigger made my day.
Life is good.
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Dear Mister Ipod,
I miss you. I love you very much and I wish you would return to me.
Once I find out what cuntbiscuit stole you I will kick their face in.
Please come home soon.

and that's all folks.
I think 5 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

May 15th, 2005 at 10:32am]
I think 2 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

So he would buy her things & kiss her hair to show that he was for real [Sunday
May 15th, 2005 at 9:54am]
Alright, it's now been a week & Cameron still hasn't given me my camera back.
I'm going to cry.
Deltona Masscar was last night.
Not to shabby guys.
Peter's mom called me a whore :), fucking cute right?
Um well since I don't have my own pictures to please you I'll show some Victoria had.
Weatherman, do you feel? Is it stormy inside your veins?Collapse )
I think 7 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

May 13th, 2005 at 11:26pm]
He looked so cute tonight.
;) Totally love him.
I think 2 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

You have such a wonderful scar dear [Wednesday
May 11th, 2005 at 7:23pm]
Have I ever told you how amazing my dear Peter is?
He got Blood Brothers tickets :D
Yeah you know, the concert that's sold out.
Yep, that one.
Could I ask for anymore?
Nope, don't think so.
Peter's perfect.
I love that boy.
So far I have my Blood Brothers ticket, FFTL & Bright Eyes/Faint.
That means I have to get Rilo Kiley.
I have no one to go with me to that one though.
Anyone going???

I put a new song on thee myspace.
Checkkkkkkk it out.
& add me if you havnt done that yet.

EditOHHHHHHH & I feel like joining some new communites
so uh spam here.
I think 2 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

tell me am I right to think that there could be nothing better [Monday
May 9th, 2005 at 10:32pm]
I always feel like theres a special occasion when someone turns the lights on in my house.
I found my long lost cord to my Playstation.
You know what that means.
Crash Bandicoot city.
I've made a new journal.
I've come up with a witty username.
I've done a fashionable layout.
& I've put a hip little song in the back ground.
& yet I still can't get the balls to start using it.
Fear of change I'm guessing.
Sick again.
& he's gone.
I don't want to go.
You can't make me.
Actually, you can.
So what.
I finally get to do a project on Conor.
You bet your bottom dollar I am.
Does anyone have an old AOL account I can use?????
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I break in two over you [Sunday
May 8th, 2005 at 1:53pm]
Well, I'm at Peter's house right now.
He's at work.
And I'm here by my self.
Ha, yeah a wee bit funny.
Only 2 more hours til he comes home.
We're going to go mommy shopping.
I would post pictures from the past 3 days, but Cameron has my camera.
I guess I lefted it in Ryan's car.
I was so into rocking out to Elton John with him that I guess I left it.
I'm so bored.
I hope his mom dosn't come home before him.
She dosn't like me.
I think 12 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

I want your flowers like babies want god's love [Wednesday
May 4th, 2005 at 7:25pm]
Sunday - Was my birthday. I had a show & stuff. Peter came over later. He gave me roses & the book "Angels & Demons". I couldn't stop smiling.

Monday - School. Emily gave me flowers. Had training for elite. Nik, Sofia & Tasha came and visited me and we uh... celebrated my birth.

Tuesday - First day of Elite try outs. I made the first cut. Peter came over later and we watching finding neverland.

Today - Stayed home "sick". Did just about nothing. Went to Elite training again. Learned the dance for tryouts tomorrow. Then went to Radio shack and got ANOTHER fucking phone. 160$ thank you very much. of my OWN money. I could kill him. I swear I could.

Well today I'm feeling kinda used & not important. You know how it goes. Skitzophernic. 20 bucks says Peter stops seeing me any day now. Thats what they all do. They come as they please & go as they please. I'm starting to wonder if I really mean anything to anyone. Do I? Am I just being dumb? Don't comment on anything I have just discussed in this paragraph. I just needed to put how I feel into words.
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I think 9 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

May 1st, 2005 at 11:53am]
Happy birthday to me.
I think 13 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

Hope it's right when you die. [Sunday
May 1st, 2005 at 1:33am]
Went to Micky Finns with Anaestisa, Moll, Danielle & Aaron on Friday.
How about I fucking love them.
Today I had my first show.
I did fine, I don't really know how everyone else did on the count of we're back stage & cant see.
Afterwards Peter came and picked me up.
& we chillaxed for a while.
So now I'm pretty much in love with funeral for a friend.
um yeah.
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I think 4 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

Your fathers death was judgement day [Thursday
April 28th, 2005 at 11:14pm]
Hey guess what, I'm too lazy to write about what I've done for the past to days.
So uh, here have some pictures instead.
We have guns growing out of our bones.Collapse )
I think 3 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

I can't say that I blame you, but I wish that I could [Tuesday
April 26th, 2005 at 10:21pm]
Normal day today.
I'm actually kind of excited about my reserch project.
Is that wrong?
Well I mean, it's a bitch but I'm really happy I got the person I picked.
Salvdor Dali is for sure my favorite artist of all time.
Anddd we don't care kiddies.
Pretty busy all this week.
This birthday is going to suck.
I have a show to do on my birthday & the day after I have Elite tryouts.
Oja switched his hours the day of my brithday so he can see me after my show.
Fucking bad ass?
Yep, he sure is.
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I think 9 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

and i hang like a star [Monday
April 25th, 2005 at 12:11am]
So umm Saturday Sofia picked me up.
We went to the super market & then back to her house.
Later on Peter came and picked us up to go to his friend's house in New Symerna.
um stayed there til about 4 in the morning.
We came back to sofia's to sleep.
Peter came and picked me up to go to the mall.
and yeah thats all you guys really need to know.
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I think 12 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

I need you so much closer [Friday
April 22nd, 2005 at 8:57pm]
So uh, my daddy got me a new camera.
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That's my new hair, for all of you who havn't seen it.
As far as the partner try out... it was alright I suppose.
I don't really know what to say about it.
I think 4 should be saved by the Ambulance Angels

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